Today, whilst looking through the websites in my 'favourites' folder I came across a couple of sites that I use to be obsessed with when we first started ttc. These ttc/pregnancy websites contain lots of useful advice about what you should do when ttc, they also have ovulating calculators and due date calendars. I can remember using the ovulating calculator religiously and I would even use the due date calendar to work out when our baby would be due if we were success that particular month.
Oh, to return to those days, when hope was there and I was confident that we would conceive within the year. I would even get excited when my period was due because of the prospect of a possible pregnancy. I have come a long way from those days.
Now, I don't go anywhere near ttc/pregnancy websites, I know what to do and when to do it. I have sorted out my diet, I don't drink like I use to and I have been popping prenatal vitamins for nearly three years. Until I came across the ttc/pregnancy website today I had completely forgotten about the due date calendar. When I saw it I had such a pang of longing.
I want to feel the excitement of POAS and getting a positive. I want to enjoy working out when our baby is due and working towards each new milestone. I want to feel excited that we have a baby growing. I want to experience morning sickness. I want to have a scan and see a heart beat and our baby bumping around in the womb. I want to feel a baby move inside me. I want to experience labour and I want to hold our baby in my arms. I know it is a lot to ask but others seem to manage it quite easily.
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ME TOO!
Although try as I might I can't quite stop the due date calculations, I think it is hard wired in my brain.
What do you decide about moving?
Hello WFI, the house that we were considering moving into was also being shown to potential tenants and one of those are keen to move into it so it doesn't look like it is an option anymore. There is another house coming up but I'm not sure about that one. Looks like it wasn't meant to be.
Oh gosh. The TTC sites are now used for entertainment purposes only...but I remember those days. Ah, the excitement.
Gone. So far gone.
Thanks for the comment :-)
I too hope that you will soon get to experience all of those things.
Thinking of you.
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