Tuesday, 1 September 2009

Getting impatient...again

Yep, I have had enough of waiting. I want to move on to the next stage NOW. But of course, we can't, not just yet. I need to get through the next two months at work, which are going to be horrendous, then we are off on holiday and then we can begin.

I'm back at the doctors tomorrow to discuss the results of my recent round of FSH blood tests. I'm pretty sure that we will no longer be eligible for egg sharing. Not really sure why I had to make an appointment to see her and I'm sure that it will be a waste of time but it'll be good to find out whether they have heard from the neighbouring PCT. Although I am not holding out much hope for that.

I got my HIV result via text today and I am pleased to say that it was negative. It's good to have it confirmed. I went for a re-test last Wednesday. What a nightmare. Apparently they don't do tests for fertility treatment, they are 'a preventative and treatment clinic' not a freebie for those who are trying to get knocked up. After the lecture she told me that she would write something on my notes to say that I consent to them giving out my results to a fertility clinic and then I had to sign. I'm pretty sure that we will have to have the tests repeated and will have to pay for the privilege but, I'm really not bothered anymore. I just want to get on with it.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

The hassle never ends, does it? But hurray for the negative, one of the times when a negative test is a TOTALLY GOOD THING. Fingers crossed for your next appointment.

Rambler said...

Relief for the confirmed negative test! I know that was an annoying and nagging piece left hanging.

As for moving foward, the time will come soon enough, trust me! It was beginning of summer just minutes ago and now we are already at September. I know how aggravating it is to wait. Everything in IF is a wait. And it sucks!