Knew it was coming

This week I am mostly feeling FAT! Put on 2lbs at WW, wasn't really surprised as I had drunk way too much wine and eaten too many meals that were definitely not WW friendly.

D has gone to the doctors today to get the results of his second SA. I could tell that he was really worried last night, he is concerned that the morphology will be worse than it was last time. I really hope that everything is OK. I have been busy this morning so I haven't had a chance to phone him, I'll maybe catch him this afternoon.

Have been on Facebook this morning and discovered that a friend (my oldest friend) is 8 months pregnant. What do I want to do? I could really do with just crying and feeling sorry for myself but there are two things stopping me from doing either, the first is that I am at work so I can't just sit here and cry and the second is that I knew it was coming.

My friend got married in May 2007 and at the time I talked about starting a family (because I had been trying for a year). She was keen to start a family but said that she wasn't going to think about it just in case it didn't happen. Not thinking about it is OK when it eventually does happen but when you have been trying for a year you can't help but think about it. Anyway, she is 8 months pregnant, expecting a boy in September. So I have done the maths and if they started ttc when they got married it means that it only took them roughly 8 months to conceive. Oh to have got pregnant after 8 months of trying, I'd be happy to get pregnant after 24 months of trying, or how about 28.....