It's good to talk

OK, so it would seem that I finally lost the plot last week. After writing my last post things did go from bad to worse, resulting in a total meltdown on Sunday morning. Mr D and I talked for four hours about everything. I learned a number of things from our talk:

1. I take everything the husband says literally.
2. The husband doesn't mean for everything that he says to be taken literally.
3. I need to talk more. I hold on to my thoughts and fears until I am about ready to explode.
4. TTC is just as hard for the husband.
5. The husband hasn't totally closed the door to assisted conception.

We are going to wait and see what the consultant says at our appointment in June before considering the next stage of our ttc journey. I really did feel like shit yesterday, four hours of on/off crying and releasing emotional baggage is exhausting. Today, I feel so much happier. In fact I think I could go as far to say that I feel the happiest I have felt in a long time. It really is amazing what talking to the husband can do.