Tuesday, 25 May 2010

Auf Wiedersehen

My period arrived on Friday. I'm alright. I was pretty sure that it hadn't worked so it was no surprise really. We've got our review at the end of June.

Whilst on the 2ww I did a lot of thinking and I decided that I was going to stop posting on this blog. There are many reasons for this decision but the main one is that I feel like I need to move on. I need to focus my time and energy on something other than trying to get pregnant and, to be honest with you, I am sick of talking about not getting pregnant. It's been a long time.

I would just like to say a big thank you for all your kind words and support. This really is a fantastic community that has helped me through some of the most difficult times in my life. I won't be able to stop myself from checking in on some blogs so you may see the odd comment from me.

I wish you all the best for the future.

7 comments:

Shanel said...

When I began my blog a few months ago I did so because I needed an online diary to help me process my feelings and to connect with people... I had a lot of pain... still have a lot of emotional pain but then I too realized that I was tired.... I didn't want to solely focus on ttc and infertility... because talking about it everyday made it more depressing for me... so I talk about everything.. anything that's on my mind... and I like my blog a lot better now. I do hope that things get better and I hope that when/if you get pregnant in the future you'll return and update us all:0)

Jenn said...

My heart hurts for you my friend and I will miss you terribly. I do understand the need to leave blogland...I have thought about myself many times.
I do hope that you will get some answers at your next doctor appointment. Hang in there and know I'll be thinking about you.
Hugs to you!

Liz said...

I'm really sorry to hear it didn't work.

Completely understand why you need to stop blogging. I'll keep you on my reader should you wish to pop back at any time.

Ms Heathen said...

I'm so sorry that this cycle didn't work out for you, and hope with all my heart that one day you will have the baby you long for.

I understand your need to step away from the blogosphere for the time being, but please know that we will all be here for you should you change your mind.

Wishing you peace.

Illanare said...

I am so sorry it didn't work out this cycle.

I understand your need to step away from your blog, I will miss you.

Wishing you well for the future.

Anonymous said...

Big hugs and good luck. Good luck with EVERYTHING, of course. Here's to all sorts of wonderful and interesting things for you to focus your time and energy on. And thank YOU for YOUR kind words and support.

DrSpouse said...

So sorry to hear this - do say hello on my blog when you feel up to it.