Monday, 3 March 2008

Come on girl, it's only been 24 cycles

That isn't that long....right?! It feels like an eternity, I am exhausted from the constant wishing, dreaming, despair, disappointment, fear, anger, resentment, yearning.... the list could go on and on.

I have a friend who has been ttc since she got married over 5 years ago. Whenever we talk I am always amazed at how she appears to have moved on from ttc. She says she is happy with her husband and her two dogs and she certainly seems it. She never whinges about not being able to have a baby and she shows no resentment or bitterness. I wish I could be like her, she has moved on from all this shit and has a life. So why can't I? How long will it take me to accept that this may NEVER happen?

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