So tired....

.......of waiting for something exciting to happen. It really would seem that we are not destined to have any of our wishes come true.

For just over a year now we have been wanting to move house, we don't want to move on to anything grand, we just want to get out of the area that we are in. The area that winds us both up beyond belief. We are sick of hearing cars racing up and down the road (worrying about whether the cat will get run over), people running over ducks, dogs barking (we had to endure it for 2 hours last night as next door had gone out and left the bloody things locked in their utility which is right next to our living room), litter everywhere, anti social behaviour, cars parked so that getting out of your drive is difficult and loud neighbours. Yes, I know we are miserable and that a lot of this is just daily life but it is NOT the daily life that we want to be living in.

For just over two years we have been wanting to become a family. We have got absolutely nowhere on this. Yes, we have been to the doctors and had some tests. Yes, we seem to be OK and there is no obvious reason why we are not conceiving. But, it is still very much just the two of us. I am so tired of waiting for this to happen, it will bring us so much joy if it were to happen. I don't want to go for further tests, I don't want to have to do IUI or IVF, I want to conceive naturally.

NOW, we are not greedy people, I don't mind having one or the other at the moment. I don't want BOTH to happen to us at the same time. I can live with either a house move OR a baby but AT LEAST ONE OF THEM WOULD BE GOOD BEFORE THE END OF THIS DECADE!!!