Update

I have had a really good couple of days. Went to Wimbledon for the day which was absolutely fantastic, followed by shopping at Windsor.

The weight ticker hasn't changed as I didn't get weighed this week because I was at Wimbledon on weigh day. I am dreading weigh in next Wednesday as, although I didn't eat loads while I was away, everything that I did eat was bad. Also, it is that shit time of the month again when my body feels the need to retain weight.

We are at a BBQ tonight and I am dreading it. I know there is going to be lots of good food there and I just won't be able to touch it. I'm not really in the mood to socialise but I am sure that I will be alright once I get there. It is just my usual bad weekend as today I started to get the usual PMT symptoms, the PMT symptoms that could also be pregnancy symptoms so I have been thinking non stop about "what if" today. Which I know is pointless but I really can't help myself. I'm away next weekend so I could really do with my period coming at the beginning of this week, that way the heavy part of it will be over for my stay over at my sisters and then friends.

I still haven't received a letter from the hospital about an appointment with a consultant. It will soon be 3 months! I am getting so sick of waiting.

D and I are going to book a holiday abroad for early November so that will give us something to look forward to. I really am starting to feel better about my weight loss and I am looking forward to getting into the next stone bracket. So, I suppose those are a couple of things to look forward to.