17lbs lighter

I lost 1.5lbs this week. Really pleased. That means in total that I have lost 17lbs, only another 18.5lbs to go!

I am slightly worried that I have it in my head that I am going to get pregnant if I manage to get my weight back down. Why would I think along these lines? Well, the only positive pregnancy test I have had was when we had been ttc for three months and I was 7.5lbs lighter than I am now. I'm not stupid, I know that it is very unlikely that just losing weight will suddenly make me fertile but, I know that deep down that thought is always going to be at the back of my mind. I am worried that I will start to get really depressed when I get down to this weight and beyond and realise that this hasn't been the answer to our problems.