Feeling better

My cold is finally on its way out.

At WW last night I lost another 1.5lbs which I was really pleased with as I haven't been sticking to it as rigidly as I have in the past.

Nothing much is happening in the world of ttc. I am still waiting for a letter from the doctor about my referral and I am pestering D to book his second SA for next Tuesday. Trying not to think about it really as it just winds me up. My yearning for a baby is so strong some times that I think it is going to take over.

Busy, busy, busy at work so trying hard not to look at IF blogs all the time or do shopping on the Internet. Spent way too much money recently so I am going to have to curb that. D is thinking about applying for another job, locally, so there wouldn't be too much of an upheaval if he got it. Me, I'm thinking about retaking my GCSE maths with a view to eventually doing teaching training. If I'm not going to have a family I really will need to reassess my career as I am not particularly happy where I am. Don't get me wrong, I love my job but I just get so frustrated by the managers and the whole ethos of the institution in which I work. I know that sometimes it is better the devil you know but I'm not sure that I can stay here for the next ten years or so and there really are few jobs, in this area, in the field that I am qualified in.

So that's it. Nothing exciting to report, just plodding along trying not to think about trying to conceive!