OK, this is getting ridiculous now. I am convincing myself that I am pregnant and I know, deep down, that it is complete and utter tosh but I just can't stop myself.
I'm not officially "late" yet and I have definitely been having PMT symptoms BUT (and that is a v big but) I just feel different. I can't put my finger on it but I definitely feel different.
I know that I am going to have an almighty come down when the red spotting does start but I really cannot think any other way.
Do I go to the shop and get a pregnancy test? I have run out at home (what timing) and I'm thinking that by POAS at least I will know either way. I am in the stage when I NEED TO KNOW and if I don't find out soon I will go CRAZY.
I think I will go and get a test. You watch, I'll go and buy a test and by the time I have driven home I will have started spotting because that is the fucking shit world that I seem to be stuck in.
That is the only thing stopping me from getting a test, because I know if I do the blood will start pouring and then I will be as depressed as hell. Still, I suppose it is better to get my period now rather than at the weekend when I am away.
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