So I POAS last night and it was definitely negative. I suppose it did stop my mind from racing away with dreams of pregnancy and a baby. I did manage to stop myself thinking "what if" (although I cleaned the house like a crazy woman as I thought we were having people round to view it today) and I am not totally depressed - not yet anyway.
Still feel very odd.
Not sure why. Perhaps I am a bit depressed.
I am dreading WW tonight, if I don't either stay the same or lose some weight I am going to be so pissed off. This really is the wrong time for me at the moment.
I am so busy at work but I just can't concentrate on anything. My mind feels like it has been taken over by the ttc aliens who are brainwashing me so that in the end I will have nothing in my life bar ttc. Where has my life gone and how can I get it back?
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