Yes, it's here....finally!
Today is CD 4, on CD 21 I will start injecting myself.
I can't lie, it feels like a lifetime since our first consultation and I am sure that the next two weeks are going to drag.
Yesterday we signed the consent forms, collected the prescription and had training on how to administer the first drug. It felt good to be moving forward. I am so ready for this.
I'm trying not to think too far ahead, just taking each day/drug/scan at a time which doesn't make a very exciting read but is keeping the mad woman at bay!
This is really happening...
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Friday, 19 March 2010
Thursday, 21 January 2010
High hopes
OK, for some bizarre reason I had high hopes for this cycle.
You hear these stories, women who have been battling to conceive for years who, when on the verge of treatment, have a surprise pregnancy. It has to happen to somebody, right?
Add to this the fact that this is our golden cycle which, surely means something. Right?
Wrong!
The usual signs are here. We are heading in to our 51st cycle, does this mean that it is downhill from here?
We are just over a week away from the appointment. I am 2lbs down on the weight loss and I finally had the chat with my mum. There were tears from both parties but I think she understands. She did seem OK about it. She said that she was still feeling under the weather which was making her teary. I cried because I felt like I had upset her and so, there we sat in T.esco's car park, crying.
I'm glad it's over with.
Now all I need to do is try and lose as much weight as possible between now and Feb. Oh, and get through the first appointment, a round of IVF, need I go on?
You hear these stories, women who have been battling to conceive for years who, when on the verge of treatment, have a surprise pregnancy. It has to happen to somebody, right?
Add to this the fact that this is our golden cycle which, surely means something. Right?
Wrong!
The usual signs are here. We are heading in to our 51st cycle, does this mean that it is downhill from here?
We are just over a week away from the appointment. I am 2lbs down on the weight loss and I finally had the chat with my mum. There were tears from both parties but I think she understands. She did seem OK about it. She said that she was still feeling under the weather which was making her teary. I cried because I felt like I had upset her and so, there we sat in T.esco's car park, crying.
I'm glad it's over with.
Now all I need to do is try and lose as much weight as possible between now and Feb. Oh, and get through the first appointment, a round of IVF, need I go on?
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